gwil james thomas – 2 poems
Blasting an Uzi and MF Doom. The idea of the video game was similar to real life – make as much money as possible against all the other players, so that you could buy cool shit. I sped down the digital freeway blasting an uzi and MF Doom, before being rammed by a cop car – as my car flipped down into a swamp. I lost the cops, but also the car and was charged for its destruction – I was then informed that my businesses were under attack and wading through pixelated mud – my friend soon suggested that I go to the options screen and blow my brains out – for a few hundred dollars. I handed him back the controller, realising that I wasn’t any better with money in the digital world, than I was in the real one. Short Fuses/Big Bangs. We were the phallic ice sculpture of Priapus left out in the early Greek morning sun. A mayfly born to live a day, as we departed thinking fuck what a day that was. The shivering man beneath the bridge, that disappeared before anybody bothered to notice. A meteor burning as it entered the planet’s atmosphere. Commencing at dusk and parting ways at dawn. Sharing our beds, drinks and stories. Brief friendships, as a metaphor for life. Always going from nought to a hundred. All moving back to our quotidian slices of the world before we’d even known it. Nevertheless, you were still the right person at the right time. I loved you, even if I didn’t quite know you. Our expiry date was brief. Your legacy carried on, regardless. GWIL JAMES THOMAS is a poet, novelist and inept musician. He lives in his home town of Bristol, England but has also lived in London, Brighton and Spain. His poetry was recently featured in Seppuku 5 (Laughing Ronin Press) and The Songs From The Underground anthology (East London Press) alongside the likes of Charles Bukowski, John King, Valerie Solanas, Richard Brautigan and Li-Po. Instagram: @gwiljamesthomas HOME