gg roland — 4 poems
drug commercial
do you look at your shoes? do you think
“faggot.” and “these are faggot shoes” then mumble that out loud,
when you tie them up, when you’re walking, when you look down, at those shoes?
do you wander around your room before you leave?
take drugs. the ‘fast’ ones like cocaine
adderall, concerta, vyvanse, ritalin, cocaine
you’ll feel excited to walk in your shoes
–
the grocery store is on fire
the people seem quiet, polite,
miserable, but
ready to help, altogether
too nervous, shy, worried, about
problems, the problem, smiling back under a mask
they quickly join in
–
world war 1 planes
people had to be shouted at
back on the ground
“throw your bomb this way, you idiot”
because otherwise the bomb
might catch an air draft, hit the tail
and ruin the mission
–
my son’s third birthday
i grab an ankle
and swing his body like an axe
through the cake
into the stripper
gg roland lives in colorado
@cowboyroland
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